This is indeed very strange thing. In tcpdump window there are packets like this
21:21:01.117576 <mac1> > <mac2>, ethertype IPv4 (0x0800), length 82: (tos 0x0, ttl 56, id 31765, offset 0, flags [DF], proto UDP (17), length 68)
<my_openvpn_server_ip>.51194 > <my_local_ip>.32849: UDP, length 40
21:21:11.143149 <mac1> > <mac2>, ethertype IPv4 (0x0800), length 82: (tos 0x0, ttl 56, id 32600, offset 0, flags [DF], proto UDP (17), length 68)
<my_openvpn_server_ip>.51194 > <my_local_ip>.32849: UDP, length 40
21:21:21.272845 <mac1> > <mac2>, ethertype IPv4 (0x0800), length 82: (tos 0x0, ttl 56, id 33889, offset 0, flags [DF], proto UDP (17), length 68)
<my_openvpn_server_ip>.51194 > <my_local_ip>.32849: UDP, length 40
21:21:31.405310 <mac1> > <mac2>, ethertype IPv4 (0x0800), length 82: (tos 0x0, ttl 56, id 34130, offset 0, flags [DF], proto UDP (17), length 68)
<my_openvpn_server_ip>.51194 > <my_local_ip>.32849: UDP, length 40
21:21:41.758317 <mac1> > <mac2>, ethertype IPv4 (0x0800), length 82: (tos 0x0, ttl 56, id 35700, offset 0, flags [DF], proto UDP (17), length 68)
<my_openvpn_server_ip>.51194 > <my_local_ip>.32849: UDP, length 40
In logread -f window there were nothing (was running it from another ssh session from the router). I even checked my open-vpn server logs, seems like i was connected, and in addition to that my network manager icon showed me that i am connected (small lock icon, i am using arch-linux). The most bad part that after i disconnect from that broken vpn connection (because i have not internet) i can't access any 80 or 443 port via router (just freezing on connection), BUT i can use ssh 22 port from my local PC in 192 network